Atyqa Audelia's Online Diary

BLOCK B'S HI-5/AUTOGRAPH SESSION.

2012-01-29T22:52:00.003+08:00

On 28th December 2011, BLOCK B visited Singapore for their small showcase and HI-5/Autograph session. Its two seperate events and I decided to just go for the Hi-5 session as I dont really know their songs for their showcase. I just wanted to meet Jaehyo up-close. Heheheh. Jaehyo's REALLY REALLY goodlooking but he was shy that day. His team chooses him as the most talkative member but he was really quiet! Even during the HI-5 session, all the members were really bright and greeted me but Jaehyo hi-5 me then look away. MALU EH ?! Muahahahahahaha. But still, I'm glad to have touched all of their hands! Mwehehehehe! ♥
They'll be having a comeback real soon this year and I wish them success. So many groups this year that Im so confused. Its okay. I have my Super Junior who deserves 90% of my affection. Heheheh. ^.^

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Good Morning Sugar!

2011-10-08T06:40:00.001+08:00

Its 6am now. Currently at work and patiently waiting for 9am before I get home to get some rest before heading out. Will be heading to boyfriend's aunt's house for a birthday celebration. Was wishing I didnt have to work tonight again so that I can sleep more. Sighs. But its okay. I will probably head home earlier to sleep bfore work.

Oh, & btw, im in my new job. Been almost two months (: Overall the working condition is fine. The pay is not bad also. So much better than all my previous employment companies! Insyallah I will continue my studies & upgrade myself.

Ok bye! Back to work!

2011-08-15T20:47:00.004+08:00

I can promise you, they will give you the best performance ever in your entire history. Their stage set is incredibly impressive, even guys will have their mouths open. They ain't lady gaga, but these boys are so open-minded, they cross-dress into lady gaga and beyonce to please their fans from Europe/USA. Yes, their popularity is explosive that even those white-skin people love them even though they know NUTS about korean language. ♥

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My Namja.

2011-08-11T20:31:00.002+08:00

I am very thankful for having him in my life. I throw tantrums, I misbehave yet he's still standing strong with me. I never regretted leaving someone behind to be with him. I never regretted all the times we both spent together. He can be a nuisance, but at the end of the day, his cuteness (only i can see) is irresistable. I am blessed that we get along fine. A little difference won't matter as long as we compromise with one another. Trust, is another issue. I admit, until now I never trust him (or anyone) 100% because of my past, but I'm sure one day I'll get over my black past.

I know I havent said this in awhile....I love you (:
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Dream or Nightmare?

2011-08-10T09:25:00.004+08:00

Last night, I had a very (toomanywordstoinsert) dream. I dreamt it after 3am coz I remembered waking up and looking at the time (whether dah nak sahur ke belom). It was like this .....

I was walking home, along the corridor, when I realised the first house I went by had a weird feeling. The window was open and there was a weirdcrazy girl in it. There was a frightening video also. I was confused because that house belonged to Dongwoon. I hurriedly went back home and went to my room. "I have to call Dongwoon!".. I pestered my sister to give me any artists' number quickly because I knew I couldnt call Dongwoon's number incase that weirdcrazy girl held him hostage. She gave Gikwang's number but I couldnt get through. The next person was 'L'. I called L and it rang.

*Kringggg... Kringgggg...*

L : Yeobuseyo?

Me : Annyeong, L?

L : Ye..

Me : Beast, Dongwoon?

L : Ye.. Jamkkaman.

.......................................

Dongwoon to L : Nugu?

L : Atika

*The whole atmosphere suddenly went noisy*

.......................................

Dongwoon : Hello?

Me : Dongwoon-ah, are you fine?

Dongwoon : Yes, yes. You know about it?

Me : Yes, just now. What happened?

Dongwoon : Pls be careful. I dont know what happened, but she's been sucking energy out of everyone. You have to help me.

Me : Yes, please takecare of yourself. Bye ~

Suddenly the door to my room banged. I turned around and saw someone Ive never seen before outside the door. My sister panicked. I told her to calm down. I locked the door but it was no use. He can open it. He came into the room and forced the both of us out to my parents room next door. I saw my mum lying down on the bed. I thought she was normal except that she had no energy. Someone sucked her energy! My sister was crying. I had to escape and find that person who did this! I closed my eyes and hoped for something to happen.

When I opened my eyes, I found myself in an office. There were many computer desks and such. Then, I saw that weirdcrazy girl at the end of the room. I shouted, "SWITCH OFF THE LIGHTS!". I did this as I remembered that girl was scared of darkness. But no! I was wrong. Once the lights was switched off, most of us in the room was shaking while the girl was laughing hysterically. "I HAVE SUCKED YOUR POWERS. I AM NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK NOW! HAHAHAHAHAHA!", she shouted. She smashed through the window and flew away. Two normal men in the room followed to capture her. Light shone through the window, and we were fine after that.

I ran to the window and surprisingly, jumped at every tip of the mountain to catch up with them. The men infront of me threw a ball at her to trip her, but failed. She disappeared fast. The three of us stopped and took a break. I wanted to end this! I wanted to end her! The man was exhausted as one of them hold the ball (that was thrown to that girl). When he pressed it, we heard a shout somewhere. "PRESS IT AGAIN!", I shouted. Turns out, it was her scream! It turns out, when the ball was thrown to her just now, it touched her. & Once it touched her, it would leave a mark. The mark, when pressed, will cause pain to her itself. I was so satisfied and held on to the ball, pressed it till its flat, stepped on it till that girl die. I threw away the flatten ball into the lake and walked away in satisfaction. I called Dongwoon to let him know and everything was alright again.

A few weeks later, I met Dongwoon and we were off to see a musical at a hotel. The auditorium was almost full and most were single seats. As Dongwoon took his seat, I scanned around for another seat when my eyes met into a familiar looking girl. Suddenly, my heart froze. It was that girl from before. I pinched Dongwoon to get up, didnt tell him about the girl, but I urged him to sit at another place.

After the musical, Dongwoon took a ride in a boat in a hotel for leisure. I didnt joined him as I wanted to look from afar. As expected, I saw that girl trailing him from afar. I quickly called ????? to tell him about this and to call the police but he disagreed. "THEN DO YOU WANT THE SAME THINGS TO HAPPEN AGAIN?!" Someone shouted that. I turned behind and saw a familiar looking guy. He was the one who helped previously! I met him and asked, "You saw? Why are you here?".. He replied, "I work here. & yes, I saw her. We have to act fast." I dialled the police but there wasnt an answer. Then, a policeman was nearby. From the corner of my eye, I saw the girl leaving the hotel with a smirk on her face and her evil eyes. Before I can even get to the policeman, MY DREAM ENDED BECAUSE MY MUM WOKE ME UP.

It was really weird. But it wasnt when it comes to Dongwoon. I was glad, for a moment that my neighbour was Dongwoon in my dreams. Haha. & it really sounded like him in the dream when I talked to him. *Melts*

This, is Dongwoon. (:

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Rise&Shine!

2011-07-23T10:19:00.003+08:00

Good Morning Everyone!
Rise and Shine!

Today, I woke up from a dream. A very quick dream. A dream that caused me to wake up. It was a very familiar place. I walked and bumped into a few friends i know. They were very excited to see me. I went to the canteen to grab lunch with them afterwhich we went up to the hall. Yes, it took place in a school. We were talking about how long I have missed school and updated each other. There was also an announcement regarding results of somewhich I got a little nervous since I seem to be MIA from school. I scanned around the hall and noticed a very familiar looking person in the Gallery. (Siglap secondary school, apparently) I then whispered to the friend beside me. "Is that Aaron Aziz?". She said yes and I suddenly screamed. Well, what was he doing there? Well, in that dream he was actually a DJ and will be in-charge of music that day. I got really excited, god knows why ~ Then i woke up, probably too excited. HAHA. Oh, Aaron Aziz had Taecyon's hair in hands up. Yes, that vavavoom hair. xD

Currently I'm at work. I have about 9 hours to go. Well, today I'm in Budget Terminal. Wont have so much work here. But since its Saturday, who knows? Alhamdulilah I got back my morning shift today due to some changes. I will probably, NO, i will make sure i drag my boyfriend down to Chinese Garden tomorrow. I've been there only ONCE in my entire life and didnt managed to walk around and snap pictures. There's a turtle farm too! Turtles are cute, dont you think? & Rabbits too. Kekeke. ♥

I have a job invitation but Im actually re-thinking about it. This place isnt so bad actually. My colleagues are friendly except that I might have difficulty joining in their conversations because of my nature. But so far, there isnt any problem. Roster can also be negotiated. The other job is also actually located in Airport but under another company. Nope, none of those airlines. However, i heard the roster is fixed, which is pretty difficult coz the roster in my previous job in STILE was also free and easy. I guess im used to that. I dont know. Probably will ask my parents about it.

OFF-TOPIC.

I'm not sure why. But this guy has got me swooned. ♥

& this boy loves to eat. ♥

Boyfriend, me love you more. Hee.
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Updates.

2011-07-21T13:34:00.002+08:00

Hello to anyone who passes by my very dead blog.

I have just finished up re-editing the layout of my blog. It looks much more neat and organized. I'm still thinking of whether or not to add in CBOX or my friends' links. If you want me to link you, please let me know in Twitter or Formspring. Those links are located below my every post.

Just a quick update since 26 July.

I bought last minute tickets to my 2nd favourite boyband group - BEAST - 3 tickets to be specific, for their fanmeeting on 3rd July. Even though in the seating plan it looks like as if it was quite near the stage, in reality its not. A bit disappointing as its at Max Pavillion. Even in Spore Indoor Stadium, if you sit quite a distance away, the stage is viewable. Probably because of the seating structure. But no matter what, I enjoyed every moment of it. Their voices are awesome, Their fan service are awesome and of course their dances! They updated regarding the Cube Concert but oh well, I gotta think again whether to go or not. $$$ issue.

Yesterday went to JB with my family (excluding sister). My boyfriend tagged along. His passport has now broken its virginity. Went to search for some items, went mini shopping, and ate at Pizza Hut. If only I had withdrawed my money beforehand, I wont feel guilty when I ask my dad to get me some things. As I grow older, I feel guilty. He has been pampering us with alot of things. =/

I am also comfortable with my working life now. Its near to my home and I dont use so much money. I think I survived with less than $200 this month. Impressive. I probably got help from my boyfriend. We take turns treating each other. (: So Alhamdulilah, everything is fine now. Next month is Fasting month. Another great month to save money for Raya preparations. Im thinking of what colour to get this year. I realised I have alot of creamwhite raya outfits. Must pick different! Well. what do you expect? I love white. Its pure. *sparkles*

Update soon. ♥

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new job.

2011-06-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

I've got a new job and so far, its been fine. Of course in any customer service jobs, there are bound to be difficulties with the customers, or in this case, passengers. Work location is in Changi Airport now which is so much convenient for me. Alot of cheap food around too. However, my aunt introduced me to another better paying job. I'll have to re-think about it. Its actually a similar job to where I'm at now. So ..... readers.... come back in about a month's time? xD

i miss them. yes, very much. )':

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PRIEST

2011-05-27T16:00:00.002+08:00

On Tuesday, I met my boyfriend for a movie over at Cathay Cineplex. I let him choose the movie this time. We watched PRIEST. The movie was quite short, they could actually stretch the fighting scene abit. No wait, I was actually hoping on Lucy to say the word "father/dad" to the PRIEST but no. Tsk. Or have a little daughter/father bonding before the PRIEST goes on to his next killing spree. Or have Lucy asking questions like "Are u really my father?" kind. Sheeeeesh. But overall it was okay. I never knew vampires were that ugly and slimy. Lol. I prefer vampires from Buffy.

After that, we walked around Plaza Singapura. I bet my boyfriend will want to head there again after he gets his pay. We found some cheap stuffs sold there. Teehee. Oh, I bought two k-drama DVDs too. I finished watching one of them already. Am not a freak, I just didnt have anything else to do while Im at home. =/

On Monday, I have an interview. Nope, not telling you where or what! =P I havent told my boyfriend also. The person just called me up this afternoon. Why im not telling is because I need to know the job scope, the timings and the pay. If I think its better than my previous job, then I'll take it. If not, I'll leave it.

And Tuesday, Nadine is flying off for a MONTH. I also want that kind of vacation! Will definitely send her off even though its in the morning. (: Oh, and BEAST's Fan Meet tickets will be sold on the same day too. Should i go, should i not? Urgh. Then again, if I need the monehh, i'll just grab that job if no other companies calls me.

Warning, my next post will be filled with my kpop goodies. Yummy (:

Annyeong!

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SHOPZ & EATZ!

2011-05-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

Good Day Everyone. Anyone here? *Raise hands!*

Kekeke.

On May, Friday the 13th, I met up with these two girls for a mission. Mission completed and then came my unintended shopping spree. Temptations. Grrr. So I bought myself two knee high socks & two maxi dresses. Its super pretty so I didnt regret my purchases. Haiya, but whatever i shop also i dont regret. Im that kind of person. Buy already, regret for what? Lol.

& that pink wallet i saw was really yepeuda(pretty)! Wait for GSS okay Atyqa? Oh yes, I find it really cute that Nadine havent tasted fried mars balls so I treated her to one. Kekeke.

Today, I decided to bring my family out to dinner at Seoul Garden Ehub. It was my first time there and its kinda cool. Click click click, get what you want. I dont have to get up from the seat and get the food i want. Any other outlets with this computerized thing or not eh? =/ Shall bring my boyfriend to eat here one day. (:

I cannot figure out whether i look more of my mum (in green) or my dad. I used to look so much like my dad back when i was small but now i cannot see already. =/ so how?

my tummy was full. i ate really alot. but reach home already, makan donut and cupcakes. lol. please, i want to gain weight ): i dont want my boyfriend to get sick of me. boohoo. coz i skinny. ): i miss that guy alot. monday please come soon ):

byebye. i love muhammad hairi sf. ♥

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Jang Geun Suk's 2011 Cri Show

2011-04-25T07:46:00.003+08:00

Hi, Good Morning To My Wonderful Readers (if any). Hehe.

I woke up early this morning because my sister and I slept in the living room. Why the living room? Because there was this little lizard happily running and jumping around in the room. Tsk. So we carried our pillows and bolsters and slept outside. So when my mum, dad, and sis woke up this morning, i woke up too. We had a little conversation regarding a mini celebration. Idk why but I feel like I might spend alot in May. Aigoo ):

So aniway, I'm here to blog about Jang Geun Suk's Cri Show 2011. It was amazing, really. During the autograph/phototaking session in Marina Square, he spoke in English. During the fan meeting, because his english isnt that fluent (but he's really good), he spoke a little in korean and OMG HE'S SO SEXY SPEAKING IN KOREAN. I mean, i got all dreamy and speechless when he spoke in korean. It was like watching his drama on DVDs & online but no, I was there watching him live! There were two sections to his Cri Show.

1) Re-enact back his roles in his two lead dramas

2) Jang Geun Suk's Night Life

Drama : You're Beautiful

His Character : Hwang TaeKyung

Guess what, the reason why I watched this drama at first wasn't because of him, but because of CNBLUE's Yonghwa and FTISLAND's Hongki. But in the very end, I fell in love with this Jang Geun Suk. I swear everyone will end up falling in love with him. He was very very very charming in this drama. Plus, this drama is a MUST watch, doesnt matter if you're a korean freak or not. This was the drama that I wanted Nadine to watch because its really very entertaining. Hahaha. *Wondering if she will watch it or not. Lol*

So during the fan meeting, he dressed up like Hwang TaeKyung and sang the theme song. I cant help but to sing along as well. Hehe. ^.^

Drama : Mary Stayed Out All Night

His character : Kang Mu Gyul

My honest opinion. This drama has alot of complications in the middle (that will really make you pull out your hair) but its beginning is seriously cute. Oh, his character is a little cuter in this drama. Lol. He dressed up as Kang Mu Gyul and sang two songs from this drama. It was really like a mini-concert. ^.^"

Oh ya, this was the crowd in Marina Square during the Autograph and Phototaking session. Amazing eyh? Lol.

Second section : Jang Geun Suk's Night Life.

He collaborated with BigBrother (Kurt Jung) and became DJs. They call themselves Lounge H. So for the last half an hour, the Cultural Theatre Hall became a mini club. Everybody was standing and dancing and enjoying themselves and I was witnessing the wild Jang Geun Suk. Omg, so sexy please. Really very very sexy.

But one thing that spoiled my mood. This chinese girl sitting beside me. From beginning until the end, SHE WAS TEXTING ALL THE WAY. EXCUSE ME, IF YOU'RE NOT A FAN, DONT BOTHER COMING LAH. GO SELL YOUR TICKET TO SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO SEE HIM SO BADLY. Even when everybody was standing up and putting their hands up in the air dancing, she was standing up, but still texting on her phone. Omggggggg. I felt like snatching her phone and throw it away sia. So distracting. Even the middle-aged lady beside me is enjoying herself. Shame on you girl.

So, it ended but everyone wanted an encore and we had an encore. After that, it still wasnt enough but it came to an end ): He was very sexy, really.

Gomawoyo Oppa. Saranghae ♥ (:

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Jang Geun Suk Autograph n Photo Session

2011-04-23T12:55:00.002+08:00

On the 22nd of April, I had an autograph & phototaking session with one of the most Popular Actors in the Korean Industry. It was seriously my first time getting an Autograph with a really big star in my whole entire life! I was amazed and dumbstruck. Like I couldnt get any words out of my mouth when I was standing right in front of him. I was really nervous and I think I was trembling after he shook my hands. I was numb all of a sudden and then I just screamed in happiness when I heard Shinn called out my name. Haha, someone to share my joy with. Lol. I was alone ystd. I dont mind going alone to these kinda things since the people around me don't understand the existence of korean superstars. Haha. While waiting for Jang Geun Suk to appear, I talked to these two ladies. One of them asked if I were alone, I said yes. Then she said, Wah, if i alone, i wont go. I said back, its a once a year thingy, maybe this is the last, alone also i will just go. Hahaha..

Tonight there will be another event. Its the real fan-meeting now. He's able to converse with us in English so it will go on smoothly. Just hoping he wouldnt speak so much chinese coz I understand a little chinese only. I'll have fun tonight staring into him (: Hehe.

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Batam The 13th !

2011-04-18T23:35:00.008+08:00

I had an amazing One-Day trip with the girls whom I havent mix around for so long! We met very early in the morning, and surprisingly I didnt had to drag myself out of bed. I just jumped up, and went to the bathroom. Hehe. Got everything ready, and met the rest at Harbourfront. We had Teh Tarik & Roti Prata for a quick breakfast before our "flight". The ferry journey wasnt so bad. I used to be very very afraid of ferry rides because of the waves, but as I grew older, I got over the fear so Im cool like that. HAHAHA.

The wavemaster was our transport to and fro Batam (:

I think I took wavemaster before when I was younger with family.

Look Look Look ! What do we have here? A hugeeeee spread of seafood!!!

Yea, after going to 3 or 4 shops, and played numerous games in the van, we finally landed on seafood paradise! The most popular place in Batam, the Golden Prawn seafood place. Our tummies were really hungry, especially mine, thats why i was quiet in the van coz I WAS HUNGRY! xD Everybody was quiet when the food came cause we all were putting 100% concentration on filling our empty tummy. ^.^

Right after lunch, we hit the tracks. I swear I was burping while go-karting. Haha! My gokart was super fast that I was ahead of everyone. I got bored so I went a little slower just so Iqah could go past me. I wanted everyone to go past me but I gave up and just zoomed my way. It got a little scary coz I was noticing everyone's legs on the brake/accelerator. Everyone was pressing the accelerator, but I was the only one hitting the brakes coz the accelerator was like at high speed. In the end, no more minyak, & i was stuck at the side for awhile before changing to another go-kart. Went for a few more rounds and then "FINAL LAP" flashed infront of me. I think I laughed. HAHA.

It wasnt my first time go-karting. But it was my first with 4 other girls on a track. Hahaha.

I love go-karts. Just like my mum (:

Then we head on the Nagoya shopping mall. Look look, we browsed through their Hypermart and I spent most of my Rupiah there. I was so surprised when I see their shampoos. SUPER CHEAP! Lol. Ya, we all very jakun. Haha. My future husband must take precaution. Once I hit the supermarket, I will surely buy lots of stuffs, so prepare to carry the basket or push the trolley okay? Hehehe.

After the shopping done, we got settled at A&W and had a mini celebration for Iqah's belated birthday. I couldnt remember the last time I had A&Ws. WHY SPORE DONT WANT TO OPEN UP ONE A&W SHOP? JUST ONE?! There used to be one in Bedok, i remember. Used to go there every time I visit my late grandmother.

Behind us is their duty free shop.

We say PEACE to the Batam-ians for their awesome currency. Kekeke.

While waiting for the wavemaster to fetch us little girls ^.^

The waves were a little choppy at night. I got a little headache but overcome it by playing Monopoly deal with them. I uhhh, still dont get the hang of that game. The girls must teach me some more! We reached singapore safely and I took the train/bus home with Nadine and her mum. (:

Thanks to you girls for a great day. It was an OFF DAY well spent ^.^

Thanks to Jocelin for willing to change her off day with mine too!

Kekeke.

I shall meet you girls again soon (: Xoxo.

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Me Want Sushi!

2011-04-08T02:12:00.002+08:00

I want sushi. Like Naowwwwwww !
Aniway, i cant sleep. So i decided to watch this again. It cracks me up every single time. Hahahaha.

Jalja! (G'night)
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Yongseo / Goguma Couple

2011-04-06T18:31:00.004+08:00

I cried buckets during the Finale of this couple in "We Got Married". A korean variety show where two artistes (male and female), picked by the production crew, lead the lives of a pretend married couple. Seo Joohyun (otherwise known as Seohyun) is from the group "Girls Generation" while Jung Yonghwa is from "CNblue". She's a very pure, innocent girl, knows nothing about the male species, while He is the playful, mischievious guy and knows somewhat about what a r/s is like. They started off really really awkward because even tho they are artistes, they dont speak to each other. Slowly, she opened up. The process was slow for them but it shows me how a real r/s is like. Slow and steady. Unlike the other couple (Nickhun and Victoria) who started skinship so early, this couple took time to understand each other and respect each other. Every episode is super sweet and loving. What touched me most was when she cried during the interview during the finale. & Yonghwa's last present to her was simply amazing. Everyone's hoping for them to be a real couple.

& I hope for it too. (':

Link's here if anyone's interested :-

We Got Married Eng Subs

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Last Week.

2011-04-06T17:51:00.005+08:00

Last week, I met Nadine Nurulhuda after a very long time. It was my off day and I decided to meet her. It was "MISSION DAY" as I was on a search for boyfriend's birthday present as well as his little cousin's. Of course I shopped a little. Hehe. It was love at first sight for me with this top I saw in FOX. I hesitated at first but because Nadine had a 30% off voucher, I decided to just grab it before I regret. ^.^ There was also this pair of shorts that fits me, but it was expensive ): I decided to let it go and find something similar with a cheaper price. But until now I havent found it yet. Aigoo. Ouh, her cousin & friend joined us and we had a game of Indian Poker. I dont know why but I gave really weird, out of the blue, complicated answers. Haha. Am I a very complicated person?

The next day, it was my darling boyfriend's birthday. He's old now. Kekeke. He turned 22 last Friday! He wanted to go Parkway Parade so we met there. Had our lunch at Siam Kitchen and then walked around. He treated me that day even though it was his birthday. Hehe. He even bought me three tops. ^.^ Then we went to Marina Square to collect my Jang Geun Suk's autograph and photo passes for 22nd April. Im so excited! He's gonna be in Singapore this month. Im gonna be getting his autograph! Im gonna be standing infront of him, getting all starstruck, and then take a group photo with him. Omo, I will be from work that day, I dont wanna be so selekeh. Note to self : must wear nice nice ^.^ Hehehe. Friends asks me, Whats so good about kpop/kdrama? ... I dont know. They have this kind of charm. Its just another language. Just like how I used to listen to German music. It doesnt matter what language is it to me, as long as the tune is nice and I can enjoy those handsome human beings. Haha!

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Intuition - First Step - CNBLUE

2011-03-24T01:01:00.002+08:00

CNBLUE's latest song - Intuition.

I've been waiting so long for this to come out that I even complained online and such. Finally, its been released. I will definitely grab their album (once I get my pay). I am actually still very new to the kpop scene as I started out just last year. & I became overly obsessive with kpop eversince. Good looks, great talents. (: My favourite in CNBLUE is Lee Jonghyun. He has this bad boy mysterious charm in him that attracted me. I still have this habit for "bad boys". Haha. Oh, his voice is awesome as well. More on the ballad type comparing to Jung Yonghwa (leader). Ok, i dont know why but i feel like im promoting this band. Haha.

Oh well, who still comes to my blog anyway? Hahaha. I wonder if i should put up a tagboard. Soon maybe. (:

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I want to date you.

2011-03-24T00:18:00.004+08:00

I feel like I haven't had a proper date with my boyfriend for quite awhile. If we meet, we'll just grab dinner somewhere and talk. I wanna go shopping, catch a movie, go ice-skating, explore the full sentosa, enjoy myself - only with him. But for now, we both can't. I'll have to wait till Mid-April before planning an outing with him and to bloody hell make sure he won't spoil the plans or anything. I will get extremely mad if that happens.

Btw, my workplace is having really BIG sales. Yea, we sell shoes. I already have a few pairs at home (mostly high-heels), and i've already put aside some styles that i'll be getting after i get my pay check. Can't help it. Working there has made me crazy about shoes. Hehe. Will be getting a "blinged" sandals and flats, at least something different than the heels i bought. Once I have them all, i'll take a picture. Hehehe. Its tiresome every single time there's sales on. Sometimes, soooo many people demanding for shoes at the same time, and with a few hands, it gets really cocky. Some customers are understanding, some customers are really demanding. It depends.

I gotta apologize to Raaqib coz he had to stay sooooo late tonight because of that vinyl stickers. If i knew it was going to be like this, I would have gone down there. I bet he's like cursing me now. Lol. Sorry lah. ^.^ It wont happen again. Then again, dont curse me ok? Curse him if you need to. Lol. Enjoy your off day. (:

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better than this.

2011-03-23T02:06:00.002+08:00

20th March 2011 marks our 17th month together. How time flies. I spent an incredibly huge amount of time with him ever since he entered my life. I have my reasons and even he doesnt know them. Nobody knows the secrets of my heart. I used to be the girl who was always letting the whole world knows how i really feel through the net. & Im not that girl anymore. I stopped, because nobody would love reading the same thing over and over again. I stopped, because I ain't no big star where people would read up about me every single day. I stopped, because I just didnt had time and nothing was on my mind. Furthermore, he hates it when I complain, so i kept everything shut.

i would really like it if i had a friend who knows what i've been through just by looking at my face and tells me that everything will be okay.

everything is fine, really.
i just wish for things to be better than this.

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Back!

2011-03-07T01:20:00.005+08:00

Its been two months. This blog is super dusty. I've changed the template and decided to post at the same time. Pictures above were taken in Spore flyer. We went there last week. Our first ride. Haha. As a souvenir, we bought photo keychains. But after I got home, I realised I could have just got 4 little pictures and placed them in a nicer photo keychain I have. I still have those empty keychains from JBP. Hahahahaha. On that day itself, we also watched "I Am Number 4". Awesome movie!

Im getting sleepy. I gotta wake up early later on for something. Hee.
Write in soon.

Xoxo.

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EXCITED !

2011-01-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

SUPER SHOW 3 IS IN FOUR DAYS !
*SCREAAAAAAAAAAAM!*
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I see the light.

2011-01-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

I've made up my mind. Im not telling anyone about it except for my boyfriend. I shall not go against my words this time. I'm sick and tired. & I thank my boyfriend for staying by me all these while. Our 15th Month is coming real soon (:
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First post for 2011.

2011-01-12T23:35:00.004+08:00

I've been a very happy little girl lately. & I don't wish for things to change again. A friend ignored me (w/out any reason) but my disappointment changed when I got my bestfriend back. All of you should know how it feels like, getting back your bestfriend in your life. We met, with a few other friends and shared stories. Its been more than a year since we last met/talked. So you can imagine my excited-ness. ^.^"
Last night, I finally met my boyfriend after one week of absence. Lol. He didn't even realised it was ONE WEEK until I reminded him. Shows how much he pays attention =.=" Of course I was a little disappointed. You're becoming distant. & I hate it even though I don't show it much now. Im glad I met him though. Exchange stories then he sends me home ^.^ Gonna date him this weekend. Yay! (:
2011 is going well for me. Hope its going on fine with yours too (:Hugs & Kisses.

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14th.

2010-12-21T14:06:00.002+08:00

Its been 14 months since I met and fell in love with him. Things have gotten so much better between us and Im very thankful for his understanding.

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Suju !

2010-11-23T13:08:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT !

This is the first time I went head over heels over a Korean Pop Band an

d Im going to their concert held in January 2011 ! After knowing the band members, watched their so many thousands videos on youtube, I knew they had alot of fans in Spore. Btw, im kinda slow since they debuted like 5 years ago? Haha. Back then, when I heard people saying Super Junior, i thought it was like a talent show where one will emerge as the super junior. LOL. Turns out I was totally wrong. xD Buat paisey aje.

Tickets were on sale on saturday 20th november. I queued up 11.30pm the night before. which means I overnight there with boyfriend. 20th was also our 13th monthsary. ^.^ Queued up for 13 hours and finally got my tickets! Although I wanted the seated o

nes, they were only left with the last 3 rows so I didnt want to. I took the moshpit ones. I bet on the actual day, people will already be lining up early in the morning or even overnight the day before. Which kinda sucks coz .... korang smua tak mandi ke? EEEEEEEE...

I know Suju wont disappoint me. Lets pray for their go

od health in these upcoming months. ♥

CHO KYUHYUN, I LOOK FORWARD TO LISTEN YOU SING LIVE !

MWAH MWAH !

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Say hello to turtle.

2010-10-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

Thats my turtle disturbing my boyfriend. Ok well, that turtle was his but he gave it to me last year before my december vacation to KL. & turtle stayed with me until now. That turtle very naughty. Every night mintak hug from me. My bantal busuk very jealous. Hahahaha!
Okay, im crapping. Its 1am now. No wonder.

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Such a disgrace.

2010-09-28T23:56:00.004+08:00

Korang nak cakap aku pakai tak senonoh depan my bf's parents dulu? What can you say about that girl who wears that fugly bra top underneath her transparent kurung depan her parents & her relatives? Sopan ke? Part mana ni yg aku pakai tk senonoh. Tak faham aku. Lol. ~

Its not the case of whether now's a modern society or not. Its a case of self-dignity and respect. What's the difference wearing a decent tube or a tank top with that fugly piece of undergarment underneath the transparent kebaya? Kebaya siol. Bukan normal transparent top eh. I found the girl's facebook and read the comments. Her reasons : the piece of top that was included was too big for her, & she prefers wearing that way. No money to buy tank top ke? Tube $5 pon tak boleh afford ke pat THIS FASHION? Aiyoo. Memang patot makcik2 pat luar sana gossip2 about this. Because its so tak senonoh. =_=" Go visit your elders with that. Btw, pick a piece yg plain black dah cukup. Your bra top with DOTS is so uncool. Even some minahs out there wears decent kebaya & baju kurungs, & they look really nice like they've got some money on them. You? Tk cukup kain ke tak cukup duit? Lol. Dah famous. Masok STOMP. =D

Btw, I had a lovely time with dearest love today. Had quick dinner @ Popeye's then had to stop halfway because we had to rush back to Singtel. Found this nice pair of pants. It suits well at the waist but its really skintight. Cant afford to look at others because I needed the toilet urgently. Lol. So, I gave the pants a pass. Continued eating under the void deck @ Paris before he sends me home. Right now, im hungry again. Boohoo. ~

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2010-09-28T14:21:00.002+08:00

I'm currently waiting for this snorlax to wake up before grabbing lunch together. I'm friggin hungry. & I would probably grab black jeans/pants otw. Bleahs. Lambat nyer dier bangun. Aiyaiyai. ~

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Letterrrssssss....

2010-09-24T01:22:00.003+08:00

# 9 — Letter to Someone you wish you could meet.

Dear Hot dude above,

Forget about Ed Westwick & Enrique Iglesias, its you I want to meet right now. You're only three years older than me and already so popular. Your voice gives me chills when you sing slow songs and I melt everytime I watch you dance in your videos. I have you hanging on my handphone, and your songs in my phone. How I wish language wouldnt be a barrier. If we happen to bump into each other one day, I wouldnt have to sign-language you just so you could understand that Im trying to say that 'I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN'. Korean language. I might have to learn a lil bit of that. Hehe. Ok, after this, nobody is allowed to steal him away. Nyeahhs.

Love,

Me.

# 8 — Letter to Your favorite internet friend

Dear Facebook,

You will forever be my favorite internet friend. You get me connected to more friends, you give me games to play, you give me room to share my photos with others, you let me share with you my secrets. I love you. But please, dont LAAAAAGGGGGGG ~

Love,
Me.

# 7 — Letter to Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Dear Ex-crush,

You were my worst nightmare. Only god knows how I felt back then and thank you once again, for that heartbreaking experience I felt for months. No wait, years. I don't deserve it. & you don't deserve breaking other people's hearts. Wait till yours get broken. I'll give them a standing ovation. Hugs and kisses.

Love,
Me.

# 6 — Letter to a stranger.

Dear Stranger,

Whats your name? Im Atyqa. Would you like to be friends with me? I don't mind if you don't mind. We could talk about anything. I could share with you my problems, if I have any. You too, if you're willing to share. Im currently addicted to Super Junior ok. So you'll have to bear with me when Im talking about them. Sorry yaw. Ok stranger, talk to you soon. Hugs & kisses.

Love,
Me.

Ok, am stopping now since number 10th onwards will need more emotions and heartfelt words for it. Hehe.. Byebye..

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# 5 — Your dreams

2010-09-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

#5 - Letter to your dreams.

Dear Iqa's dreams,
Sometimes you make me wonder whether or not you'll come true or stays there until it finally disappear one day. You come in different aspects and everything is just so beautiful. If everything I dreamed of came true, I'll be the happiest girl in this world. But I know life isnt as easy as that. I've never had any BIG dreams because I know the bigger my dream is, the lesser chance I'll be getting it. Correct? I used to dream for the perfect boy to come along in my life to shower me with love, & after countless heartbreaks, I found one. Right now, my biggest dream is to ....................... (you know it). (: Pls make it come true.
Love,Me.

I'll be on this 30 letters marathon since i've nothing else to do.

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2010-09-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

I've been very very thirsty these days. Is it because of the weather? Drink already, thirsty again, drink again. End up going to the toilet lots of time. But why must blame the weather? The only place I'm always at is work. Its airconditioned. & work's not hectic. Its weird how I get so thirsty all of a sudden. But the good thing is, Im not the only one with this problem. Lol. So, probably its because of the weather. (:
I'm sleepy, so I wanna get some sleep and dream of boyf & kyuhyun. ♥

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Cho Kyuhyun

2010-09-16T01:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY KYU

SEXY KYU

SURPRISED KYU

HYPER KYU

EVIL MAGNAE KYU

KYUTIE KYU

HAHAHA. SUMPAH DIA CUTE NAK MAMPOS. LOL.Especially the LAST one. HAHA. ♥ ♥ ♥
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2010-09-15T00:25:00.002+08:00

I wish you knew how sucky it is missing you like this. )':

Sighs.

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I tak sayang my boyfriend 100%

2010-09-11T03:49:00.003+08:00

I've fallen in love with someone else! My heart isn't 100% faithful to Muhammad Hairi any longer. How? What should I do? Do I tell him? Or do I not? Sighs. Why oh why must you be soooooo super cute? I shouldn't like you! Its wrong! My heart is solely for Muhammad Hairi only but you came in the way! You quietly stole my heart day by day. I tried not to see you everyday but now I can't resist. & your voice gave me chills. Meet me pleaseeeeee !

.........

I FELL IN LOVE DENGAN CHO KYUHYUN !

Cute kan dier?! Haiyooo. Obsessed. Obsessed!

Btw, Ive been up all night watching videos in youtube with sister. Funny korean videos. Pls, dont blame me. Boyfriend made me jatuh cinta dengan Kpop. I know the zaman KPOP mcm outdated gytu but its not too late lor. Sesiape yg belom dengar, dengar tau. Very cute guys. Hehehehe. Even my boyfriend suke Kyuhyun. Kite dua same taste. Hahahaha.
.Watch this. Kyuhyun's voice so sedaaaaapppp ! ♥
& watch this !http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2msTeI2izPM&feature=relatedTakle letak sini ah. Embed disabled. Its really funny, to me at least. Hehe.

I sayang Cho Kyuhyun. Tapi I sayang Muhammad Hairi lebih ! ♥

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Syawal Menjelma.

2010-09-10T06:39:00.003+08:00

Its celebration time! I went for last minute shopping with my beloved boyfriend last night. I got a simple wedge in black (I wanted the silver but there wasnt any sizes, boohoo) and a clutch bag for myself and sister. We dropped by Geylang also to get bby's mum some flowers. I am soooo not bringing him there anymore. Even though I hate Geylang, I never complain as much as he did. Infact, I didnt complain at all. So proud of myself. Hee. ^.^"

To you,
GROW UP.
LOTS OF HEARTS AND KISSES,ATIKA.

Boyfriend I kene kejer today. Kesian dia. Talked otp for a while with him before he masok station. He said he bawak kuih and lauk2 dari rumah. Hahahaha. So cute. Thank you love for accompanying me last night. & You very cute pagi2, muke bunny. ^.^" Hehe.

Wishing all my muslim friends out there Selamat Hari Raya, Minal Aidil Wal Faizin.

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#4

2010-09-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

LETTER #4 - LETTER TO YOUR SIBLING (OR CLOSEST RELATIVE)
Dear Small Sister,
You very selenger and masai. Biler nak berubah? You very pendiam depan orang. Biler nak pekik macam orang giler? You muke sama dengan I ke? Lain lah. Tapi ada orang kata kite serupa. Mungkin kot. Agaknye kalau I pakai cerminmata, rambut I curlycurly, kite macam twins tak? And you tinggi macam galah. Tinggi than me. Nasib I pendek sikit. Boleh jadi 'adik' skejap. Hehe.
Tapi its okay eh? Slow and steady wins the race kan? I love you sistaa.
From,your big sister.

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2010-08-28T13:54:00.005+08:00

Okay, saya sudah lama tidak update blog saya. Itu kerna saya sedang busy dan tidak ada masa untuk taip panjang panjang di blog saya. Saya cuma ada masa untuk main FASHION WORLD saya di Facebook sehingga tidak ada masa untuk harvest crop saya di Country Story dah yang lain lain lagi. Semua dah mampos agaknyer. Saya pun amat busy dengan kerja saya. Pulang malam, kerja pagi, kadang2 kerja fullshift, mana ada masa nak blog. Betol tak?
So now, since I have time to spare, since Im working at 5pm till closing today, I shall blogggggg all I want. & Im blogging pon because Rafie Ridzuan asked me yesterday why I never blog. So yea, this blogpost is for everyone okay? (:
My 19th birthday was a few days ago. Our 10th Monthsary too. I had a small advanced celebration on the 21st of August. It was held in my house. Pictures HERE! Included in the album is also the day I break-fast with my family (plus bby) at downtown east on our 10th monthsary. After breaking fast, I went to expo with bby to shop a little. Heh. I went a little crazy I think. Lol. After that we went home.
On my actual birthday, I requested for an OFF day so I wouldnt have to work on my bday. Just like last year. Haha. My bby took a long time to decide where he wants to go and we ended up meeting at the Botanical Garden. We were snapping pictures and it wasnt nice when he's holding the orange plastic bag. So I offered to hold it for him when Im snapping his picture but he didnt want to let me hold it. Weirdo =.=" We then reached the waterfall and we sat down to relax for a while. And then ....
Him : I want to tell and give you something. But tkmo nangis tau. Kene senyum aje.Me : *thinking negatively : dier nak break dgn aku ke?* Uhmm.. okay.Him : Happy 19th Birthday *Takes out stuff from the orange plastic bag*Me : *staring at the SK Jewelery Bag* Aper ni?!?

I smile like kambing busuk. Then got this Apek with his family look at me & bby. Mind your own business lah Apek. Lol. He put the necklace on for me and then quiet skejap. Haha. I shy. After that, we got on our way. Continued walking around SBG then went to Plaza Singapura for buke. (:
Thank you for the wonderful gifts (the SK necklace & bag) and for the wonderful day you spent with me ♥
ps. pictures dalam facebook saya. bubbye !

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2010-08-19T13:11:00.003+08:00

DAY THREE - LETTER TO YOUR PARENTS
Dear Mummy & Papa,
I know I've changed. Im no longer that child who used to study 24/7 to achieve good grades. Im no longer that child who used to sit around at home all day creating no chaos. Im no longer that child who used to listen and obey your instructions like a good girl. Im no longer that child who gets good praises from people anymore.
I've grown up. I learnt to make decisions for myself. Of course they weren't all good decisions but I slowly learn. I know somewhere along the way I did hurt your feelings. You want to see me getting the highest education possible but in the end, I got out from poly. I know you're disappointed. But I did it for the right reasons. I couldn't cope, and I didn't want to waste your money for something that I know would fail. I knew that was the toughest moment in your life. I wasn't obedient. I wasn't close to the family anymore.
Nevertheless, you never fail to pamper me and filling me up with good food every now and then. Haha. Rest assured I'll be a better child as time passes by and with god's willing, I'll enroll myself into a course Im comfortable in. (:
From your eldest daughter,Nurul Atika ♥

Sayang (:
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2010-08-15T02:48:00.002+08:00

DAY TWO - LETTER TO YOUR CRUSH.
Dear Crush,
To tell you the truth, I really dislike you at first. In my head, you were just like all those typical guys out there. I entertained you, it was also because I was simply surprised that you knew my friends. After that, totally nothing. But then, I stumbled into you again and this time, the feelings were all different. I started dis-disliking you. (:
Don't worry. My boyfriend won't kill me for having a crush on you. He'll love me even more. Hehe. In a few days to come, it will be the eleventh month since I had a crush on you. (:
Takecare crush. I'll see you soon.
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2010-08-15T02:46:00.001+08:00

Muhd Hairi, you're cute like that. *giggles*

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#1

2010-08-14T23:21:00.003+08:00

I think my day one took a little longer than I expected. I was pretty busy with the Expo sale that STILE is having. Murah murah shoes. Argh, I so geram. Alright, I'll get on with DAY ONE.

DAY ONE - LETTER TO YOUR BEST FRIEND.
Dear Bestfriend,
We Talk, We Laugh, We Argue, We Fight, We Shop, We Date, We Do Sleepovers, We Gossip, We Do Almost Everything Together. I love you, & I know you love me too. ♥

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2010-08-10T02:27:00.001+08:00

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I found this. I'll probably won't do it everyday but I'll try. I'll start probably tomorrow ? Gdnight. (:

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forgetful person.

2010-07-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

I have this friend. His name is Raaqib. He's such a dumb dumb. He always forgets where I work at. & I can't remember how many times Ive repeated myself. Be it at 313 or Marina Bay Sands. Just now, I saw a photo album of MBS in his facebook profile. He could have visited me on that particular day! At least something rather than nothing. But no! He forgot that Im working there. LOL. I very the heran with him. Hahahaha. Please remember the next time, thank you. (:
Fullshift later on. *SCREAM*
& hello yunru ! i miss you too ! ♥

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2010-07-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

I never thought I could have gone this far but I'm glad I did (:

We had a short outing to Arnolds and Marina Square before heading home. Dates getting simpler, Singapore getting duller, but my love towards him is getting stronger. He's simply the best, even though he has flaws (I mean, everyone has flaws right. Its just whether you can accept it or not), and will always be the best. Happy 9th Monthsary Love ♥

During those times when Im not blogging, Im actually very busy with work and life. But mostly, with work. (& some stalking). I have this friend, a guy obviously, who told me that he lied to his GF about his whereabouts on that night. So I asked, where did you say you were at? He said home. He was actually at the beach with a group of friends. His GF called him and they talked. Apparently that girl had sharp ears. She actually heard the sound of the waves from the beach. & this guy-friend of mine denied that he was at the beach. Waduiiii, its already SO OBVIOUS and you kept on saying you're at home. Bengap betol kawan aku satu nie. Well, he's a pretty bad liar anyway. I kinda know his character. =D Next time don't lie to your GF lah. Life's so much better without lies. (:

Marina Bay Sands is starting to bore me already. There isnt any nice food, not even a perfect eating place there. Semua beli, makan dalam storeroom. The view is getting boring. Everyday I see that huge bridge that's planted right infront of our outlet. Stupid bridge. Im hating you more and more each day. Human traffic very slow. The music they play also very lifeless. They even play chinese songs at times! Hello, its a shopping mall. Are they even allowed to? But I suke the sampans. I know it isnt as grand as Macau's, it doesn't have the romantic Venice feeling, but got cute sampan guy so that covers up everything. HAHAHAHA. Tak boleh cakap banyak banyak, nanti boyfriend jealous. LOL. & the Skypark. I wonder when I am able to go up to the skypark and see its surroundings. Anw, warning : Don't go to the skypark during National Day or the rehearsals okay. The airplanes will fly directly above the skypark and mampos korang, pekak nanti. Im not kidding okay. Already the sound is SO LOUD when you're on the 1st floor, imagine the sound from the top of the skypark. 100times louder. Lol. Well, unless they provide you with earmuffs then should be okay. ^.^"

Okay well, I should head to lalaland now. Work tomorrow.

Toodles.

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2010-07-20T16:12:00.002+08:00

I think I can become a good investigator in the future. I seem to know things whenever I feel that something is not right. To you, don't think I don't know why you were acting that way. It got kinda obvious when you told me your friend experienced the same thing also. So yeaaaa .... Nak kene kau nanti. I angry.
Aniway, its our 9th month today. ^.^"Waiting for him to get ready and then we'll go out to makan. HUNGRY.
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2010-07-06T01:11:00.004+08:00

Until someone new comes along, i will have to change my destination every day. SICKENING.

ps. baby, i want to eat seoulgarden. ok? i love you. (:

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MBS.

2010-07-01T12:46:00.002+08:00

NOW ITS GOODBYE TO 313@SOMERSET.

& SAY HELLO TO MARINA BAY SANDS .

Yea. So no more 313 okay? Jumpe di MBS sahaje. Dont forget to text when you're visiting the skypark or MBS Shoppes. Haha. Takecare. Bye.
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Our Eighth !

2010-06-21T00:19:00.002+08:00

I had an enjoyable time with boyfriend on the 20th. Lunch at Nando's, Hat-searching at Bugis Street, & Icecream cupcake at 313. Cupcake so expensive but worth the taste. Cousins outing was cancelled and postponed to (i dont know when). Back to work tomorrow! Hmph.

Thank you once again for the lovely time. I love you. ♥

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2010-06-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

I had late dinner with Diahh♥ last night after we both ended work. Updated each other about certain stuffs then proceeded back home before the train ended. Slept late even though I was shagged. Today also same thing. Thought of sleeping when I reach home but I can't. Today was my 10th straight day of work. Tomorrow's the 11th. Sighs. But I'll be free on Sunday. Yippie! Only that I already made plans with cousins on Sunday. Please don't rain ok? (:
Other than that, I hope things will be fine.
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I menyampah dengan facebook. Tak boleh load.

2010-06-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

From our very first web message to our very first web chat, then to our very first text and our very first call, plus our very first meet-up and now our very first video-call. haha. after almost eight months we had our first video-call. the boy was on duty last night. i was at home, tired from work. almost didnt wake up in the morning because of the cooling weather but i had to. sighs. tomorrow will be my 9th day working STRAIGHT until my next off day this sunday. fullshift pulak tuh. double sighs.

so aniway, haikal and boyfriend picked me up from work and we went round and round 313 insearch for a gift for haikal's gf. i think we took more than an hour. haha. sent haikal to the bustop and boyfriend sent me home. my eyes now mcm sepet. can't wait to go to the awesome lalaland where i'll find my cinnamon melts there. hahaha.

goodnight lovelies. ♥

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2010-06-13T00:18:00.003+08:00

I just have this random feeling of bullying my boyfriend online. Can I? Pleaseeee. Hehehe. Won't bully much ah. Just a very cute, adorable PLUS funny picture of him.

and me with the same pout but without the ROLLED EYES. xDThats my new fringe by the way. Its worse in real life. Wahaha. Takecare, goodnight peepos.
Ps. Bby, a week till our 8th. I love you. ♥
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YOU DITCHED ME! I ANGRY!

2010-06-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

Yes, this is what my boyfriend is doing since an hour ago. Once again, he ditched me for sleep. My heart pain you know. Sleep, play soccer, sleep again. Dah macam SNORLAX. I work like crazy and still strong here. Hmph. You jaga you. Im going to be the most annoying mengade-ngade girlfriend tomorrow. You ditched me twice. My annoying-NESS will multiply by two. Set?
Anw, Diahh dropped by my workplace today. Say 'awwwwww'... Hehehe. ♥

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2010-06-07T01:11:00.001+08:00

" A person who calls another person ugly anonymously, should know that their thoughts are only filled with insecurities, so they pick on others, but not being able to expose themselves, just proves they're ugly inside. They don't know how to adore the beauty of being human. "

Sungguh benar kan ? Its 1am now and I'm still with my laptop watching Bollywood videos with sister beside me. Pretty random. Boyfriend ditched me for sleep. Sedih ah.
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Stile

2010-06-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

I Windu Boypren♥ Manyak Manyak! ):
Btw, New Arrivals in the outlet ! I sukaaaa dengan two of them. Now i'm fickle-minded again. Grr. Didn't snapped any pictures of them. Was so busy in the store. Aniway, Jeanette Aw came to our outlet. Hehe. I was so gundu. I only realised that it was her a few minutes before she left the outlet. When she came in, I thought it was just one of our superior's friend from China and she's promoting our heels to them so I just continued with my breaktime and stock-check. I can even smile smile sendiri tengok diorang amek gambar dalam kedai. Knape Atyqa ni gundu sangat? Or maybe I am just very bad in recognizing people. Lol. Correct what. Most of the time, people see me but I dont see them. Hehe. Anw, she was looking very innocent and she's skinny jugak eh? But pretty. (:
COME DOWN TO STILE AT 313@SOMERSET LAH PEOPLE.TAK NAMPAK PON KAWAN KAWAN KU ? ):HMPH !
Ok bye, nak entertain boyfriend. & besok afternoon shift. Double Hmph!Hugs&Kisses.
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Sink Hole

2010-06-02T14:06:00.003+08:00

The Gates Of Hell Has Just Opened In Guatemala.

Well, thats the title of the article I found here.

http://gizmodo.com/5551916/the-gates-of-hell-just-opened-in-guatemala

At first I thought it was photoshopped, but there's a video of a newscaster delivering this news. That huge hole swallowed a home and it was reported that one person died from this. The Earth is dying. )':

Bye.

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Me want manicure !

2010-06-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

Hehe, Random.

I suddenly feel like having a manicure. But it might go to waste since housekeeping is a MUST at work. Result = Chipped nails. Dilemma. Sighs. But the colour is nice right? Might consider though. ♥
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Random Thoughts

2010-06-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

I'll go crazy in this pastry shop ! So yummy !

Anyways, I had my day off today. In replacement for working on Vesak Day last week. I didn't tell anyone about it except for boyfriend and family(both mine & his). I needed rest and the home environment so I figured staying home would be kinda nice. Upon reaching home, I was deciding on whether to change my blogskin and since the temptation to change was so strong, I did. It took me hours but I think it's pretty cool. Black & Gold. My future wedding colours. Hahaha. But boyfriend nak blue. So give and take = Black & Blue. Okay, so I went googling for black & blue but there wasn't any nice wedding shots of it so White + Blue will be gorgeous. White's my favourite colour so why not? ^.^ Belom ape ape dah plan wedding colours. Wahaha!
I wonder what my cousin chose for her future engagement + wedding colours. I bet there will be pink somewhere. Hahaha.
Im gonna entertain boyfriend through text till I feel sleepy then head off to work in the morning later. Be good and appreciate your partners everyone. Lots of love. ♥
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2010-05-30T01:17:00.004+08:00

It was ugly. It was messy. It was horrible. But He gave us another chance, to place our ego and anger aside, and prove to each other that we were meant to be. Thank you to those that consoled me, and I apologise to those who had to witness it. Come to think of it, SIAKKKK, MALU NYERRR ! Grrrrr!!!... Drop my waterface ! Hmph.

To Muhammad Hairi S.F , I ♥ you so much more now.

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A Fruitful OFF Day.

2010-05-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

I had a great time today. I had my off day and planned to meet some people. I had brother accompanying me to Bugis in search for my high-waist jeans & black flats. Visited Yana first at Pedro, then had lunch before getting those items. I happy okay dapat the jeans. LOL. Oh, bumped into BF's cousin, Rafie. His face macam terkejut when he saw me walking with brother. Wahaha. Chill ~ He's just my little brother. Furthermore, Ive already informed BF. Hehe. After everything, bused to Bukit Panjang when I parted ways with brother. Jumpe again next time okay? Thank you Md Amiruddin for accompanying your kakak to Bugis. Hahaha. ♥
From Petir, I LRT-ed to Teck Whye to meet Diahh♥. Slacked with those who were there. Felt kinda awkward without BF around. I was hoping Syida would turn up but she didnt. At least she can single mingle with me. Hahaha. I jealous tengok Appy & Diahh tadi tau. Hehe. Yann said I look like Ina. Iyerke? She's prettier than me okay. Kan Ina? Haha. & that wasnt the first time he commented that to me. Left around 10pm, Diahh & Appy accompanied me till Kheat Hong LRT. & HOME SWEET HOME. ♥
I'm gonna like sleep now coz Im gonna meet BF in the morning tomorrow for breakfast ! Yeehaaa ! Im gonna hate myself if I can't wake up early tomorrow. So, toodles ! Mwahs.
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Series of events.

2010-05-25T01:20:00.005+08:00

If anyone wanted to know how my 7th Monthsary went last week, it wasnt exactly perfect to begin with. We'll plan susah susah only to end up getting disappointed because *INSERTS REASONS*. I'm the kinda girl who hates it when my plans gets ruined just because of one teeny tiny problem. When I get pissed off, I will text really angrily especially if I'm really loooooking forward for that plan. If I'm lazy and nak keluar pon half-hearted, plan tak jadi pon I just heck care.

Sadly, that afternoon we argued. I sedih, very very sedih. I couldn't stand the crowdness in my house so I went out alone not knowing where to go to. I thought of meeting Amir since he texted but he was at Jurong at that point in time. I so sedih tak dapat jumpe adik. Nevertheless I headed down to CCK without letting BF know. He kept asking me where I'm going and all I answered was, "To somewhere I can find peace." Last last, I mengalah with my ego and texted BF to meet me at Lot 1 by 7.30pm. Since I haven't eaten that whole day (because my plan was to eat with him), I lead the way to Food Culture and had my meal there in silence. At that moment I sedih again because Carrot Cake dah takde lagi. Boohoo. While eating and seating opposite of BF, I received a text msg.

Via Text Message......

BF : So Lot 1 is your tempat peace eh?

Me : Nah. You are.

BF : *tersengih-sengih*

Me : *Continues eating & trying to maintain my stern face*

BF : I thought I'm your hell?

Me : I never said that idiot.

BF : *laughs*

Me : *hmph!*

After makan, BF lead the way to level 4 and then decided to purchase tickets for Shrek Forever After. I suke the movie very much, especially the cat. Haha. Even though I didn't get to watch it at Plaza Sing like I planned, Im still glad we were able to catch it at Lot 1. ♥

I know I very mengada-ngada, but he knows how to cheer me up even though he's the one who ruined my mood. That day was short yet I cherish it very much. Thank you sayang. (:

I BELIEVED IN LOVE BECAUSE OF YOU.

So, that was what happened. The next day (Friday), I surprised him with a pair of shoes from Pedro. With the help of his brother, Haikal, I finally managed to pick one design. Because of these shoes lah that I had to convince BF not to go to teck whye for soccer. Wahaha. Sorry bby. Well yeah, he did question me macam macam, but I ignored. Huhu. Dah kasi, amek ajer lah kan? LOL!

I nak drift to another topic pulak. W-O-R-K.

I will definitely get frequent headaches at work now. I just had one just now. Its really driving me crazy. I can't stand listening to LADY GAGA for 8 hours every SINGLE day! Can you just imagine doing fullshift with the same CD playing for 11 hours? Cb. Ini semuaaaaa orang atasan punye kerje. Even my I/C complained to me, "Ehh, I miss your Ketchup Song CD lahhhh." Hahaha. Another colleague of mine deleted all LADY GAGA's songs from her IPOD. Hahaha. Urgh. Now we're just hoping for Vintage (the shop opposite) to switch on nice songs so that we can listen to it too. Their music very loud, thats why can curik curik listen. ^.^"

I think I typed long enough already. And I rindu semua yang I pernah hang-out with.

I miss Rozalina Ambri, I miss Muhammad Amiruddin, I miss Shaik Syahirah, I miss Izdiyad Faris, I miss Nadine Nurulhuda, I miss Diah Rahman & Syida C. I miss Aidah Fervlina & I miss sharing random stories with these two MSN freaks - Danial Farihin & Raaqib Awesome.

ps. doesnt mean your name isn't here it means i don't think or miss you, but those on top, they mean alot to me. i know im always not around, yet i see messages/tags coming from them. it tells me something, that i am still somewhere unforgettable in their minds. ♥

still, there's one person out there whom i miss talking and gossiping with. who still owes me hot fudge icecream and a birthday meet-up. *million million sighs.

Good night everyone.

I cinta sama Muhammad Hairi. ♥

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Happy Seventh Love, ILY

2010-05-20T01:07:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulilah everything has been going along fine, and we're dealing things in our own cute ways, we have finally went through another thick and thin month. I think my perangai during that one month very rabak. I throw tantrums, scolded him, making things go the way I want it to be, become very very extremely manje, sighs. Very bad eyh? And still he's patient with me. Like how he sacrificed his time&money by staying over on Tuesday night just because he knew I missed him so freaking much even though he has work the next morning. And how he would just keep quiet and look at me when I never entertained his questions, but would entertain my cute cute smses even though we're sitting opposite of each other & not talking.

I very bad girlfriend! Sorry bby, this month only. Hee.

I shall promise to be a very behaved girlfriend after today. Ok?

& I can't wait to meet you later on.

Weehee!

To Syida , happy first monthsary to you & rahmat ! hearts!

I love you, ever since the day we met.

& it never faded. Instead, it grew stronger. (:

Muhd Hairi, I want to pinch pinch you right now ! Geyam ! Hee !

Lets have a rockin' seventh ♥

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I don't like flower scented smells at night.

2010-05-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

The other day at 1am, I was using my lappie and then I need to weewee so I went to my parents' room. I always use the toilet in my parents' room. I went in, and there was this scented flowery smell. I thought it was perfume at first, but why would my dad use flowery perfume scent to bed? Then it hit me. I got spooked and used the toilet as fast as possible and went out from the room mcm lipas. Haha. I think my eyes were almost shut when I was on the way out from the room. xD I had difficulty sleeping so I held on to my sister. She got irritated and pushed me away. I so sedih ): I recite those prayers I can remember to stay calm then slept.
The next day, I heard someone called my name. It was Nadine! Hehe. Sorry, I sidetracked a little. Bumped into/Hugged her at whitesands before heading to Roy's pit @ Paris Park. At Paris Park, hugged Diahh! & met Syida (: Sweet la she. Sadly Diahh couldn't stay for long if not the three of us would be talking non-stop. Haha. Boyf & I couldnt stay too so we left around midnight. I had work the next day ): Because of what happened the last night, I lead bby out from Paris Park the long way. Hehe. When I got home, I went to shower. Sister accompanied me. Wahaha! I feel so pathetic sia! Lol! Well, I promised her chocolate. ^.^
The next day, after work @ night, after getting out from bus 358, walking walking like normal. Suddenly, the flowery scented smell appeared again. I freaked out okay! Luckily my see-no-talk-neighbour was behind me. Reached home then dragged sister to the shower again. Lol! Pathetic kan your Atyqa Audelia nie? Tsk tsk tsk. ~
But hey, im fine. Hehe. I think. ^.^"

You know I can never leave this blog without saying something about boyf. Heh. Thank you for pampering me. Thank you for cooling me down with your hugs when I marah marah you. I know I get nasty when Im having my periods. Like, really nasty. Marah every 5 minutes. Lol. Im hoping my OFF day would be this thursday. 20th May. Pls pls pls.
I know my boyfriend loves me. Xoxo. ♥ Hehe.
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I Want You.

2010-05-14T01:14:00.002+08:00

1) I want to hold your hand.
2) I want you to put your arm around my waist.
3) I want you to come up and hug me from behind.
4) I want you to tell me you love me [and mean it.]
5) I want you to do it all without caring if your friends see.
6) I want you to show me off to your friends.
7) I want to be the most important girl in your world.
8) I want to lay with you under the stars.
9) I want to listen to my favorite music with you.
10) I want you.
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Five Things.

2010-05-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

Was bloghopping & found this in Sue's tumblr so I decided to do it too.

Current mood : Extremely bored & missing boyfriend. ):

Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. My Silkygirl Cosmetics

2. My Snakeskin Wallet

3. My LG Handphone

4. My Earpiece

5. My Home Keys

Five things in my bedroom:
1. Television

2. Dressing table with so many things on it

3. Three cupboards. Jgn main main hor.

4. Queen-sized bed

5. Turtle! ♥

Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
1. Provide for my family

2. Get married and have a blissful marriage

3. Vacation with friends

4. Find friends who are understanding, not those self-centered ones.

5. Enjoy life the way I want it to be.

Five things that make me very happy:
1. Family

2. Boyfriend

3. Cute jumpy things. For eg. Bunnies!

4. Friends to be there for me

5. Doing the things I wish to do

Five things I’m currently into:
1. Boyfriend

2. Facebook

3. Shopping

4. Major Fast-food craze

5. Snapping random pictures

Five things on my To-Do list:
1. Start saving money for future purposes.

2. Get hair treatment.

3. Buy that pair of shoes & bag.

4. Keep improving on my communication with customers

5. Stay forever with boyfriend.

Five things some people may or may not know about you:
1. This relationship with boyfriend is so far my longest.

2. I don't like wearing t-shirts.

3. I crave for weird food sometimes.

4. Im closer to guys than girls.

5. Im about 162cm tall and my sec 3 sister is taller than me.

Sighs. Sometimes I wish he would sleep after me so that I wouldnt feel so lonely. But I guess I can't complain since he's at work now and is probably tired. I hate feeling this way. It comes every single time my period arrives. I'll overthink and sms random things to him and then cry myself to sleep. I hope to meet him later.

Meanwhile, life's getting a little dull.

Im being emo again. Shitz.

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2010-05-13T00:28:00.002+08:00

During my off day on Tuesday, I went jalan jalan with boyf at Town. Wanted to search for black pants at New Look but there wasnt any nice ones even though it was two storeys high. Tsk. Had lunch at Fish & Co after that. Since it was our first time there, HAHA, I went to order this Sharkie Freeze drink. When I placed my order, the waiter told me that the drink was a little tall. I figured a slim tall glass just like those tall cups they used for ice-creams @ Swensons. So I continued to order that drink. But HELL NO, when it came, it was HUGE ! Go look at my picture by the side. Damn huge okay. Four people can drink from that HUGE mug. Lol. Boyf ordered choc milkshake and he still had to finish up my drink and he ended up sneezing non-stop because of the cold. Hahahaha. Sorry love. ^.^ My appetite was pretty huge that day. After Fish & Co, we headed down to Far East and I got myself Fried Mars Bars. After finishing that, I told boyf that Im craving for fries @ Mcdonalds. Lol. Padahal baru habis makan Fish & Co eyhhh. He said this, "Ni confirm dah nak dapat period. Tu pasal asek nak makan aje." I thought about what he said and yeah, I think what he said is true. I didnt realise it. All these time I thought I just had a hugeeee appetite. So I guess everytime my appetite is really really huge, it means my red month coming. Hahaha. After doing a little shopping, headed to his home for a while before I head home & prepared for work.

Oh btw, I fell down on my knees under one of the Teck Whye's blocks yesterday. Wahaha. Luckily there wasnt anyone around except for bbylove. He didnt laughed but helped instead, which was good. But after we reached his home, he laughed at me. Kurangasam betol. Hmph.

Sleeping soon ! Bye.

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A Pure Coincidence.

2010-05-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

Almost a year later, 3rd May 2010, I bumped into the same person but after everything that had happened, it was purely a see-each-other-but-never-say-hi kinda thing. A pure coincidence. Just a coincidence.

I had dinner with my childhood bestfriend, Ellyana, just now since we both are working at the same place, just different outlets. Its funny how we both lost contact for months and met each other back knowing that we both are working at the same place. Kecik kecik go everywhere together. Now we're adults we still go everywhere together. Hahaha. But I guess its good since I won't feel lonely sangat everytime I have dinner.

Since it's my off day today (Tuesday), Im going to go drag bby in search of some work clothings and have really nice dinner with him. Thing is, I ran out of places to go since Singapore is so small & I wanna go to Marina Bay Sands but I know the place isnt completed yet so thats out of the picture. I guess its TOWN again. Boring ah ! Pfft.

I miss Choa Chu Kang. Wahahaha!

Gdnight (:

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2010-05-10T01:11:00.002+08:00

I think imma let the pictures do the talking first.

1) Family feast over at Downtown East to celebrate sister's 15th birthday.

2) Swensons with Love's family during the day I got sick.

3) Silly pictures taken when Love sends me to work.

Ever since I started working at 313, I've been bumping into quite a number of people. Be it schoolmates, and those whom I knew online. Yesterday, while working, a primary school friend went in my outlet with his mother and beautiful sisters. One of them really reminded me of Hayley Williams (Singer from Paramore). I ain't kidding yaw. Oh, and once I attended to a female bodybuilder. She represents Singapore so I guess she's kinda famous, only that I don't know her. Haha. She bought this Snake Belly Heels that looked good on her. Funny thing was, she came again the next day to show us that she's wearing our heels. Haha.

So aniway, yesterday was Mother's Day. I didnt do much since I have work so I bought a small cake from The Icing Room for the whole family. The family went over to my grandmother's house while I dragged myself to work. My life's all work now, boring. But $$$ masok, so I pretty much am okay with how life goes now. I miss school though. =/

Time now is 1.26am. I gotta get to sleep. Monday will be my 7th straight day of work. Cant wait for Tuesday lah ! Off ! Hee. Gdnight (:

Oh, one more thing. You guys wanna know the couple of the year ?

Look below. Hehehehe.

COUPLE OF THE YEAR AH !

WAHAHAHAHA.

Hearts you many many ♥

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2010-05-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

Okay, I have decided to stick to this blogskin for now. I kinda hate those navigations skins. It bugs me. Lol. My last update was last Saturday. Oops. Been getting kinda lazy to blog. Even my facebook games are being neglected. ):

I just got home from family dinner at Downtown East just now. It was my sister's 15th birthday. I think it was a combination of my mum's 44th birthday + sister's 15th birthday and Mother's Day. I didn't know what to get for them so I didnt buy anything. Muahaha. After the big feast, walked over to the Pasar Malam beside Whitesands. Gahh, the place was boring. Plus, I was full so I didn't do any food shopping. We headed home after that.

Yesterday, bby fetched me from work. We were hungry and I was craving for Pizza Hut so we went over to Tampines Mall for Pizza Hut. We talked over dinner about the topic 'Scandals'. Lol. And I asked him this.

Me : If you were given a chance to have a scandal, would you have one?
Him : Hmm...*thinks* hmmm ..... *thinks again*
Me : *Smiling and waiting for answer*
Him : Nahh.
Me : How come?
Him : Because I already have the bestest girlfriend.
Me : *kembang sikit* Hahaha. Really meh?
Him : Yeah. Then you?
Me : Nahh. I only have scandals when I don't love my boyfriend. I love you what. So nahhh. Lol.

Random eh kita? Huhuhu. xD I love these talks with him. Then sometimes I'll get overly emotional about things we say. Still, I can't get enough of these kinda talks with him. Six months together yet we never run out of things to talk about. I think thats good kan? Haha.

Alright, im getting sleepy already. Afternoon shift tmrw.

I miss my bby brother. ):

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2010-05-01T23:00:00.001+08:00

Before I head off to sleep, again*, Im just going to summarise today which wasnt very interesting and long to begin with. Haha.

Despite being all well on friday night, saturday was bad. My massive headaches were still there and I couldnt walk properly without holding onto something. But I still got ready for work. I felt really really lousy at work. Not half an hour gone and I was sent home. I was very pale. I looked like I could have fainted right there in the middle of the shop so I took a taxi home. Then I slept until dark.

Now im pretty sure my fever is all gone, headaches slowly fading away so I hope nothing goes wrong with me tomorrow. & I forgot to tell bby that im working tmrw. Cant meet him ): Unless he picks me up frm work! kalau dia rajin. ^.^"

Im ending this post with a 'get well soon' to those who are sick too. Im not the only one. Heh heh. =D Bubbye.

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2010-04-30T18:47:00.003+08:00

Girl A fell in love with Boy A. They got together. Some were surprised yet gave support. Then Girl A found out that Boy A had someone else behind her back so they broke up. In just a short span of time, Boy A found Girl B. Baby sini, baby sana, bie here, bie there, I thought okay, maybe he's changed. At last they broke up because why? Because Boy A found Girl C. & then Karma was ready in position and it struck him real bad! i like. (:

i mean, seriously. even have the cheek to ask why are the opposite sex so cruel and heartless when you don't reflect on yourself and your wrong doings. hmph. i wonder who's next in your plate.

Aniways, my fever has finally gone down. For three straight nights it was stagnant at 39.7 degrees thus resulted me in skipping three days of work. I still think its stupid for that doc to give me one pathetic day to rest when my temperature was as high as that. =.=" Fever gone takpe, now my tummy problem. Frankly I never ate anything yesterday. Yea, nothing. I ate some fruits and stuffs and took my med and then I vomitted it all out so that means that I ate nothing! Up till now, in my tummy its just a few french fries and less than half a fillet burger. How pathetic can I get? ):

I don't wanna get sick anymore la.

But then, my mummy and papa took care of me. Even bby stayed over to takecare of me. My sister will only help if I get her chocolate. Tk gune eh? Lol.

Thank you wonderful people. (:

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ko rindu aku tk??=)

2010-04-29T16:13:00.001+08:00

Hahaha, rindu la! Ni maknenyer kau pon rindu aku kan? Lol! =D

Ready for your questions. (:

FormSpring.

2010-04-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

What Are You Working As Now?
Answer : Sales Assistant at 313@Somerset. (:

What would be the kind of advice that you'd give to a girl in finding a good guy?
Answer : Never get attached/close to a guy who doesn't think about your feelings and the sacrifices you make. A good guy is someone who is there for you during good times and bad, makes big sacrifices just to see you happy, and likes/loves you for who you are. Never lose hope once you've catch a bad one. There is one person out there who is still waiting for you to acknowledge him.

Not really my best advice. Haha. Im a bit dazed right now. =D

Ready for your questions. (:

2010-04-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

I actually had my weekend planned while I was bored during work, when suddenly I received a text from love's mum. I called her and she passed me the news. I wouldn't be able to have that nice weekend I planned. ): I never expected "Ok.. you jaga diri baik2 k?" to be your last text message for me today. Im so used to texting you whenever and whatever the occasion was and that I feel so empty now without your texts/calls. Im going to pretend that you're on a holiday and you couldnt bring your cellphone with you. I miss you Muhd Hairi. ♥

Btw, he's very much alive ehh. (:
& to Ina, I read your blog post already. Lol. Thank you (:

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2010-04-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

It was short, yet perfect. ♥

Muhammad Hairi & Nurul Atika turned 6 months on the 20th April 2010. We definitely had a great time together and we just can't wait for more dates. I know im itching to shop with him and just having normal dinner and/or movie dates. I met dearest about 5pm and we didn't know what to do or where to go. In the end, we grabbed a bite at Burger King because I was really hungry and then we decided to watch a movie. I wasn't in the mood for horror films so I put on my mengamok/sedih face so that I could get him to purchase "Date Night" tickets for us. Don't play play hor, it actually worked! Haha. I knew he hates all this chick flicks/romance movies hence the face.

The movie ain't that bad. It was hilarious! We even recalled back the lines they said from the movie when he sent me to work in the morning on the 21st. After the movie, we chilled at Macs with cinnamon melts and shared stories. I always love our storytelling session, I don't know why. Haha. We headed back to my house and had a good night rest before waking up in the morning and realized that I overslept! We hurriedly got ready and I reached work a few minutes late. Ooops. Dearest bought me Milo and sent it up to my outlet and he went home. Thanks bby. (:

You : Im the best boyfriend kan?
Me : Yes lah. You're the bestest la. Im your best girlfriend kan? *Smile*
You : No. You're not the best.
Me : Huh? Dalah, I sad lah. *Frowns*
You : You're superb.
Me : Ooh? *Blushes*

Hehe, okay sembarang. Im going off to bed now. Im now a no-lifer with work and all. I miss morning shifts (but alot of cleaning! me no like!) cause at least I might be able to go somewhere after that. But I prefer afternoon shifts (less cleaning! haha!) except that I'll reach home late. Boo ):

Ok, boyfriend's heading off to lalaland. I should too. Bye. (:

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I'll miss you achik.

2010-04-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

He was the only Malaysian guy singer I idolize. No one else but him. I fell in love with him the moment I hear his voice with his singing partner, Siti Nordiana. I know all their songs, fully memorized in my head. At home, whenever I get bored, I would karaoke to their songs with my mum. Anywhere I go, if I was asked to karaoke infront of family or relatives, I will always pick one of their songs and asked mum to sing along with me. I was and still a huge fan of him.

If I hadnt log in to facebook a few days ago, I wouldnt have gotten to know that he had an accident and lost his life. When I saw someone's facebook status about it, I held back my tears. Boyfriend was beside me at that point in time and he didnt made me feel better. Instead, he sang one of his songs that made me more upset that before.

Till today, I still can't believe that all of this really happened. He's so young yet he's gone so fast. I wasn't really happy when a few of my facebook friends wrote down not so nice stuffs about him. For example : "Who the hell is ACHIK SPIN???? *eyes rolling*" Respect lah sikit. I know he's probably not that famous but that doesnt give them rights to say all those right? Im not a fan of the late michael jackson, but I never said stupid stuffs like, "so what? people will one day die what. not a big deal anyway." Mine was just an example by the way.

I'll miss you, and your smile, and your voice, and your music.

One of my favourites.

Al-Fatihah to you, Achik Spin.

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2010-04-19T00:32:00.004+08:00

Its past midnight. I would like to wish my favorite baby brother a Happy 17th Birthday! Hehe, told him I'll treat him another day since Im cashless now. I haven't seen him for a while now. The last time was when I bumped into him at Choa Chu Kang's MRT Station. After that, it was just smses from time to time. Seventeen already sey. LOL!

Aniway, before reading this, please refer to my previous post below. I forgot to mention that he gave me his word that he'd fetch me after work instead of joining his friends for club. I, however, wasnt sure of whether he would remember or not. Saturday came and I asked him whether or not he'd fetch me but he said he wasnt sure. I wasnt very happy. I even had to excuse myself to the washroom to cool myself down. Wahaha ! Then I got to know he was already at VIVO with his friends. Geram aje! I was being rude and texted him this, "Fine. So much for telling me last night that you'd fetch me after work with your new Topman black shirt. Tsk." & he didn't reply after that. I pon ignore lah. Dah tengah marah kan.

After I end my shift, this darling boyfriend of mine wanted to meet me, and texted me with his sad face. So his clubbing how? He said he'll leave early & is already on his way. I looked at the time. It was only 11pm, clubbing ke ape? So okay, I met my darling boyfriend. He was in his black Topman shirt just like what he said last night. Then I realized he was just playing a trick on me. Made me angry for nothing! But, he was really with his friends at Vivo, and he lied to me about being in the club. Even so, he did keep his word. Im so proud of you. ♥ Hee.

Oh, I had visitors on that very day too. I was shocked and surprised to see boyfriend's mum and sisters infront of my workplace. Haha! I didn't think that they would drop by to visit. Isabel (the person in-charge) thought that she was my mum. Haha. No lahhhh eyhh. Thanks for dropping by. Heh. Kak Ayu wanted to drop by too but she didn't had time. Aww, hehe.

Sunday afternoon had a quick lunch with bby at Ananas Cafe before sending me off to work. I bumped into Rebekah in 313's toilet. Haha! Ended at 10pm and I went home with Dann Mercer since he ended at 10pm too in his outlet at Cityhall or somewhere around there. Oh, & I think I saw Harris when I was at Somerset MRT Station. Oh well. ~

Morning shift with Atiqah later on. & Off on tuesday. Yeay.

Look at the calender people! Tuesday's the 20th. We're going six months. ^.^

Time flies soooooo fast. ♥

Love ya boyfriend. (:

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You.

2010-04-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

On friday morning, I woke up to the most beautiful view ever. A view that made me smile non-stop. A view that made my heart beat so fast. A view that made me fall in love all over again. A view that I can never get sick of. With that soothing sound in my ears, and the sweet kisses on my cheeks, nothing else matters except you.

Argh, I miss you lah idiot! Be a good boy and paitao your friends and fetch me from work. Hehehehe. Okay? I can't risk you endangering your health by drinking those stupid drinks when you're coughing real bad right now. If you weren't sick, I would have allowed you to.

I love you bby booboo.

From, your hunny bunny ♥

hehehe, our cute nicknames. cute right? xD
LOL, BYE.

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Tired Day

2010-04-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

Okeh, slowly im getting used to this.

Yesterday I had accompany for my dinner break. Boyfriend and Haikal. We had dinner over at LJS before I headed back to work. They went shopping (without me!) while I was stuck at work. My precious darling bought me a new laptop charger because my previous charger was spoilt and hopeless. Its not cheap you know. I wonder if chargers are meant to be that expensive. Hmm. Im going to take care of that charger with my life! Thank you bby (: He fetched me from work after that and sent me home.

Then, he sent me off to work in the afternoon. Bumped into Angie and Gen. Haha. Time was slow just now, really. After work, went straight home. Sort of saw someone who was familiar looking right infront of me but I didnt tegur him. Might be someone else. In the end, turns out that he was the correct person whom I thought he was coz he asked me in facebook. Haha. Oh btw, I cant seem to go online with my currect account. However, I was able to appear online in my previous two accounts. So, I wont be online for the time being. Or maybe months. See how k. Anything just get to me via facebook or tagged or email. (: I check all my email accounts.

Afternoon shift again later. Goodygood.
& I cant wait for my first off day. Lol !

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First day @ work.

2010-04-11T02:25:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Time now is 2.27am. Haha.

So, I'll be kinda busy from today onwards because of work and so on. Yeaps, I've gotten myself that job straight after the interview. Not a biggie since they were really short of staffs. So yay! Saturday was my first day. I had the morning shift. Time passes by kinda fast, unlike those times at JBP. The IC is very humble and super nice too. I think Im going to like it there. Haha. Since it has been a while since I last stood up for about 8 hours, my legs got kinda sore but everything else has been fine. Im slowly taking in everything in my head. Olin will be coming down to my place later on at night to fill up the application form. Imagine if we're working together again, OMG I WILL BE SO HAPPY GILA BABI PUNYE. HAHA! =D

After work, I went straight home. Wanted to get my cinnamon melts @ Whitesands but I decided not to. Lazy. I texted my darling from the time I ended work until I reached home, ate and watched hindustan with my sister, and until I fell asleep @ 9plus. Texted him back three hours later, he replied once then didnt reply back. I so sad. Probably firecall or he took a rest at firepost. If he didnt reply because he's playing his PSP, watch out k, I confiscate your PSP. Hahaha. He might be fetching me tmrw. HEE. Other than that, Im so glad he's still mine. Aww.. ♥

On friday pulak, I went to meet Olin in the afternoon. Had lunch with her and then we parted ways around 5.30pm. She went to CCK for DK while I went back to Paris to meet Gongz. Pity Nina since she was alone for quite some time at Mccafe waiting for us. She was saved by me though since I arrived second. Lol. Naddy brought us to her colleague's chalet @ Downtown. Spent a few hours there eating and conquering Naddy's Iphone games. Hah! Headed back to the interchange through a walk in the park. She went home while the remaining slacked over @ Macs. As usual, we left at 11plus. (:

Im gonna try requesting morning shifts every friday. Lol.

& hello sayang, i miss you supermuch. ♥

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Shagged.

2010-04-07T02:15:00.003+08:00

I'm so shagged. I reached home at about 1.20am just now. By the time I reached Pasir Ris Interchange by Bus 21, there isnt any buses left for my area. I quickly walked from the Interchange to my home, with music playing in my ears. I could have walked slowly but I wanted to get home fast. & I didnt have any money on me so I couldnt buy any drinks to quench my thirst. And oh, I was hungry too. Reached home, washed up before scooping up some food from the kitchen. Then done.

Right now, Im hugging turtle and wishing he was awake so that I could manje-manje with him but sadly, he fell asleep at about 11pm or so. Haha. This thursday, I'll be heading over to town for an interview. Hopefully the job's simple and manageable enough for me and hopes that I get it. Oh well.

Im getting sleepy. And oh, one more thing.

HAHA. IT MEANS, JUSTIN BIEBER WANTS TO MEET ME ! LOL !

HAHA, GOODNIGHT.

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Justin Bieber. Hehe.

2010-04-04T02:16:00.002+08:00

Hiya people.
I guess some of you might wonder why I inserted Justin's album cover for the picture of my post for today. Well, I find it rather funny also. No, Im still not obsessed with him yet, but I won't deny that I have fallen in love with some of his songs. Aniway, thats not the point. The point is, two nights ago, I dreamt of him! He was in my dreams! LOL. When I woke up on Friday morning, I thought it wasn't a dream but I soon realised it was all fake when I got into the shower. Dumb.

It was actually a pretty normal dream you see. There were news of him arriving in Spore for a concert. And he arrives. As usual, they will need to have a place to stay, right? I didnt remember seeing airport in my dreams, haha. They headed for their place to stay. Everything so far is normal right? Here's the funny part. Justin Bieber came over to our house for accommodation! Well, I wasnt excited at first because I just wasnt interested, so I just treated him like a nobody. Somehow he arrived weeks before the concert so he stayed for like 3 weeks?

I didnt even spent my time trying to go gugugaga over him, even though he was IN MY HOUSE. Then one day, it hit me. "OMG, I should be so lucky to have him staying at my house! Why was I so stupid? Confirm yg lain kalau dapat tau smua mesti JEALOUS to the max! Argh! I should do something!" I went over to my parents' room because he was in there. He was sleeping with the blanket over him. I climbed onto the bed and woke him up. Haha. I said, "Wake up! When are you leaving from Spore?!" He said, "Tonight." I PANICKED. I told him to get up and get ready because I wanted to go around Singapore with him. Hahahaha.

Oh, he had a phone with him when he's in Singapore. I saw his hundreds of smses that crazy people were sending him and thousands of missed calls! Where did they get his number, I myself dont know. My dad told him to dress up so that he won't get ambushed by crazy fans here in Singapore. And we went out. I think we were somewhere near the water (Esplanade maybe), and I caught one adult guy taking pictures of Justin secretly. I blocked Justin from him and that guy just charged at us! The whole family ran and headed for shelter. Very kecoh, omg.

The shelter we went into was something a garage. Closed the garage door and waited inside. The garage somehow was connected to our home. We had a great laugh. That night was Justin's concert. I sweetalked him into letting us in the concert backstage. & he did. I was jumping for joy. After everything, he left. Can't remember by what though. All I know was that I met a friend the next day and I was texting. He came closer to see who I was texting with and he saw the name "Justin Bieber . ♥♥" He then said, "Haha, justin bieber? Dia baru ade concert kan? Dgr2 when he arrived here, he lived in a cave." In my heart, I said, "Wow. Thank god the media didnt said that he lived at my house, if not i'll be hated for life by his fans."

So when I was being forced to wake up by my parents, I thought Justin Bieber had really left Singapore and that everything that happened was true. But NO! Just a friggin DREAM! Lol, it was funny though to be dreaming of him. Haha.

My family and I headed down to Johor on Friday afternoon. I saw quite a number of ex-Siglapians there. Haha! Reached home after midnight and smsed with bby for a while. They went to Farm mart on that day and got to see bunnies. Super unfair. Hmph! Haha. But hoho, we both had family bonding time on Friday. Nyeahs =D

Sorry for the extremely long post. Pictures from JB in the next post I guess. Bye!

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Happy Birthday Gongz & BbyLove.

2010-04-02T01:46:00.005+08:00

It has reached that stage where trust is being challenged in this relationship. I'm becoming more unstable every single day, and having moodswings which is not helping me at all. You're putting in effort to convince me, and I'm putting in effort to believe you but I'm always going back to square one again. This isn't easy. Words can't convince me. Its your doings, facial expressions, body expressions that will and can convince me. Saying "No, its all in the past." while your face is flushed red, how can I be sure that you're saying it because you mean it? Susah bby, susah. Despite all the tears i've poured out and everything, I'm still staying strong and putting faith in you. Don't disappoint me, okay? ♥

Yesterday was a brand new day to another whole new month. 1st April it is. A few seconds before midnight, I dialled bby's number and when he picked up the call, I sang him a birthday song. 1st of April also marks the day that Gongz turned 4 years old! Sadly, we didn't spend time together this year on this date. Last year we had a chalet. Probably a chalet at the end of this year or early next year. And of course, it was April fool's day too. I got punked. Pfft. Thanks eh faifai for making me panic for 10 seconds ! Hmph.

So aniway, my surprise for my bbylove went smoothly. Mestilah, sudah plan dgn mama the night before. Haha. He wanted to trick his mum that he had to work on his birthday, but i backfired his trick because I had to tell his mum about the surprise I intend to make. Also, he tried to trick me too but too bad, I saw that text message when ur SGT said you were on leave/standby mode. Muahaha.

So when I woke up, I texted him hoping that he was officially on leave and he said he's at work. Panic buat sementara but eventually I knew he was faking because he wont reply me at 11am if he's at work. See, I take note of small details like this. I tricked him into saying Im going back to sleep, padahal I was already preparing to mandi and siap. Stopped by Lot 1, got him a chocolate cake because he said he wanted chocolate cake the day before. LRT-ed to his house from there (malas nak jalan) and smsed mama so that she could pass a lighter outside the house.

Lighted up the candles, I went inside and we (me, mama, ina & firah) burst into a happy birthday song while my bbylove was busy staring at the computer screen. Sadly, haikal and fyna wasn't home if not, satu rumah confirm kecoh. Haha. He was surprised and soooo malu. Lol! Blew out the candles and cut the cake. He still has the cheek to ask me, "Asl tk msg bila dah sampai?" In my heart, "Then it wouldnt be a surprise lah dol!" He can be really dumbdumb sometimes. Haha. I'm glad you loved the cake and surprise. (:

(sorry mama kalau muka tk senonoh sikit. haha)

That was what happened. & oh hey, is it true that Cinnamon Melts is back in Mcdonalds again ?!? Because if its really true, Im really going to buy it like every day ! Hahaha ! Sukaaaaa nyeeeee akuuuuuu ! =P

I love you, Md Hairi. Happy 21st Birthday. ♥

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2010-03-30T02:15:00.000+08:00

She's Amazing!

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2010-03-29T01:41:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I like to trouble myself by trying to get to know more about something. But it has always been my favorite thing to do and yknow what people always say, "Once you start, you can't stop." Okay, I dont actually believe in that phrase because if you have the will, you will try hard to stop. If I could put it in a way, the phrase would be, "Once you start, you might have the difficulty to stop." At least, there's a little truth in it. (:

I know this will be rather sound stupid but I have lost the inspiration to continue this post. Or rather, I forgot what I wanted to say. Hehe.

Im gonna do some article readings about this sudden famous word "Illuminati". Its really going around eh now? Im seriously hoping some people won't be so "brainless" to follow such thing. Kay people. Please dont. Thank you. (:

I love you Md Hairi. ♥

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You are loved.

2010-03-27T06:11:00.002+08:00

Now people, that's my deesasau ! =D
Apparently, I went really hyper and decided to just disturb some people. Ppl whom I know of course. And I had the best conversations with some people on MSN too. Lovelove. Like what was written at dee's wall, I really do miss the TPY people. Dulu, slalu gy sana. From April to August, I was there, there and there. Ppl ask me where I am, I'll answer, "Im at Tpy la." Lol. Now, Im stuck at CCK. Haha. So best. & Im so hyper now. Hehehehe !

Thank you to those who made me smile and laugh from 12am till now.
It will be SO MUCH BETTER if boyfriend was awake. Hmph !

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Family Ties.

2010-03-26T04:31:00.003+08:00

First, my post below tells you that I'm feeling terrible. Then something else had to happen that made me rather pissed off ! I will explain in greater detail probably in my next post. Luckily Alan was still active in facebook and I talked with him for a while and I felt better. Thanks bro! =P After that, I went to my dear cousin's facebook profile and that made me smile uptil now. He's very sweet. Towards me aje kay ! Other cousins, dont get jealous. Hehehe. ♥

Please cleverly click to enlarge if you can't read. Hehehe. I blurred the others because they aren't important to me! Lol. Apparently, abg is a blackmetal freak. Will forever be my bestest cousin alongside Nuridayu Saffee. Haha. I miss everybody on my mother's side. )': Will they ever reconcile? Sighs.

Like he said, I'll always be his bbycousin no matter what happens. ♥ (:

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I feel terrible.

2010-03-26T01:59:00.002+08:00

Its hitting me real hard on the back now. I know I've been distant. I know I've been missing. I know I've been acting as if I am contented with everything I have so far in my life. I know i'm taking you for granted. I know I have not been the bestest so far. I know Im just unimportant to you right now. And Im terribly sorry.

For almost five years, we've been through thick and thin together. Sure we have problems and disagreements, but Im guessing right now, my situation is the worse. I really never intended for a thing like this to happen. I guess it was partially my fault because I've placed my priorities to somewhere else and not you anymore. And it was a mistake. I never had nothing to talk to you before but now I do. I've been so distant that I don't know what's going on right now. I've been a very bad girl, I know. I've gone back on those words I used to say before. Those promises, or i guess just words, we used to say, I didn't put them in my head. Instead, I thought it was okay and I just went along with what Im doing.

Today evening, I hope to clear everything up. You guys are family. I've told myself to divide my time equally between you, boyfriend, family and others, but it didn't happen with you guys. I did had time with my other friends but not you. Why so? Idk. You guys gave up on me, i guess. & I don't want this to continue any longer. I may seem happy spending time with boyfriend, and the others, but deep inside, I miss spending time with you guys.

Boyfriend, I guess its time that I give you & me a little space in between. Our hometowns ain't near to each other, so we can't really sneak out in the middle of the night and meet under the block. We'll find a way. We always solve problems together. This wouldnt be a problem right honey? I miss you, btw. Haha.

After today evening, if such things were to happen again, please really barge into my house and smack me in the head.

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My Sweetest.

2010-03-25T02:25:00.001+08:00

He's totally PERFECT ! ♥

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formspring.me

2010-03-24T16:35:00.001+08:00

Ready for your questions. (: http://formspring.me/atyqaaudelia

Nightmares.

2010-03-24T15:21:00.002+08:00

I couldn't help but to wonder why I'm always having stupid bad dreams that will always have me crying when I wake up. To some people, dreams are the opposite of reality. To others, not. To me, I really don't know. I used to have dreams that told me clues to avoid this person I once knew. It took me a very long time to finally get it and I moved on. Then what about now? I keep having these kinda dreams every now and then. When I told you the bad dreams I had, you said no, its just a dream. When I told you the good dreams that I had, you said dreams are the opposites. Its confusing don't you think ? This afternoon, I woke up not feeling very happy because I had yet another bad dream. It was the most heartbreaking of all but I didnt cry, because I forced myself not to.

Adakah ini semua mainan tidur ataukah semua ini sedang cuba untuk memberitahu aku sesuatu?

Nevertheless, I won't let all of this get into my head. Im contented with everything that I have now. I won't let it go to waste just like that. Im heading off now. I love you people. ♥

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She's indecisive!

2010-03-24T01:16:00.004+08:00

Hi. Its Wednesday and I wasted an hour in Airport on Tuesday afternoon. (I'll explain about it soon.)

The night before CFF's match, I had an awesome talk with Diahh on MSN. Girl talks are always the best. Btw, to both our boyfriends di luar sana, us talking to one another doesn't mean we talked bad about you. We got other things to talk about la. Haha! So, both of us slept late even though we both knew we had to wake up early the next morning. Watched them play soccer as per normal, then had late lunch with some of them over at Sinaran. Slacked in his home and went back home after that.

He just got really addicted to Naruto so we watched that the whole night. Ok, not really since he fell asleep at about 2am. Since my feelings at that time was all bottled up in me, coz the both of us seemed to disagree on some things recently, I broke down while watching episode 19 of Naruto. That episode is very heartbreaking ok!?! He didn't cry but he did say it was sad. After he said that I broke down lah. Haha. Very memalukan ok! Tsk.

Supposedly to go for an interview on Monday morning, but I didn't went since we woke up pretty late. Again, watched Naruto. And again, had the "not-talking" moment with him. Seems to be happening alot these days. Hmm. Sudah dipujuk, we went to Popeyes @ Century Sq since I was craving for chicken. Don't ask me why I didnt resort to KFC. Dinner wasn't that fun because he wasnt in the best of mood. You guys know how hard it is to cool him down?! He was okay after that tho. (Note to his kwn2 : Tkmo lah kasi dia bad mood. Aku jugak yg kene nanti tau. Haha)

The night after I got home, had another girl talk with someone I wasn't close to but we had something in common. In the end, I made her feel better! Hehe.

Okay, back to the start ah. About the airport thing. Remember when I said I sent an email ? When I woke up at about 2.45pm, I switched on my lappy and checked my email. & I was asked to come before 5pm. I quickly bathed and got ready, and went there all on my own. I didnt text anyone for accompany because it was really last minute. I reached there and had trouble finding the office. When I finally found it, one of them said the manager(or somesort) wasnt in the office. Imagine how frustrated I got. Hmph! I filled up the application form and went back home. I was thirsty and couldnt even buy the extra small coke at Mcd! Only had 70cents with me. Pfft. Very kesian, i know. I went back home and slept for a while. Tu pasal tak angkat phonecall kau olin! Haha! But I very happy you tag my blog tau. =P

So, that was what happened to me for these few days. I miss my boyfriend and idk if we're meeting tomorrow. & he just called. Ok bye. (:

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Sweetest couples.

2010-03-20T19:51:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, when I'm using and my laptop and I get bored halfway because I don't know just what else to do, I would bloghop and read about their lives. It gets me updated and some people share their tips so it wasnt really a waste of time. I like reading those who has their significant other by their side. Some of them can really be so sweet. I envy them sometimes. Haha.

My Top Five Couples In My List.
- Kak Ayu & Rashid
- Aidah & Daeng Gaddafi
- Diahh & Appy
- Nadine & Aqib
- Kak Zaw & Izzul

They're like so sweet you know! & most of them are all old-timers already. Boyfriend and I, kirekan new jugak. Haha. Diahh pon! Lol. I pretty hope all of us can last long and be happy and enjoy happy moments and have double or triple or _____ dates together. Haha! To the single wingles, atyqa audelia wishes you that you'll find your significant other very soon and be happy! To the other couples, stay sweet too. ♥

Anyways, Im currently at home ALONE waiting for my family to come back home from JB. I didn't follow them because I didn't have the mood. I don't like it when plans are not confirmed and blah3. Thursday night, mummy asked whether I wanted to follow to JB. I was excited and said yes. Then, mummy said tak jadi. So fine, tak jadi tak jadi lah. Friday night, daddy asked whether im following to JB or not. Im like, "KATA TK JADI?!" Then daddy and mummy talked talked talked, in the end I decided that NO, IM NOT GOING. When mummy told daddy that Im not following, he asked her why. And she said, "Yelah, awak skejap pergi, taknak pergi. Dia taknak ikot." So yea, they left in the morning leaving me with $10 beside my bed. I woke up at about 4pm and is still waiting for them until now (8.20pm).

Im hoping they would bring back some food coz Im really hungry now. Hehs.
Goodbye.

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Fifth Monthsary

2010-03-20T02:07:00.002+08:00

Yet another month has gone by. Another month of funfilled moments with you and those around us. I always have the bestest moments whenever I'm with you. I know I get overly jealous sometimes, but I can't help it. You're the bestest, and the most amazing guy I've ever been with.

"Meeting you was fate.
Becoming friends with you was choice.
Falling in love with you, was out of my control."

Things doesn't always goes smoothly as we planned but I'm glad we made it this far. I could type a whole long essay just about you, but lets save it for someday more important. Heh. Someone's 21st birthday is coming up eyh? Confirm excited nak mampos. Haha.

Btw syg, thank you for coming over to Pasir Ris to meet me on Friday. & I had fun watching Naruto with you. Lol. That anime is not that bad okay! Haha. I think I can already join bby and Faizal and fly kite together. Lol. =P

Everyday is better than the last when I'm with you.
Don't think I can get much higher, coz baby,
Everytime you come and put your hands on me,
Things you say to me,
It just feels so good...

I love you sweetheart.
Happy 5th Monthsary. ♥

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I want kachiiiings!

2010-03-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

Monday, was a very random outing. I made plans with Nadine Nurulhuda. Its been a while since I last went out with her. She brought Mai along so there were three of us until Raaqib joined the gang. We went around ION, and Far East Plaza. I fell in love with some of the shops at ION. Before this, I've never walked around ION. Haha! So aniway, our last stop was Bugis before we went seperate ways. There are more pictures but Im waiting for the rest from Nadine. I hope she hasnt deleted the rest! Lol. I went to boyfriend's house after that and finally got my Mcdonald meal from him. Yay. ^.^

Currently, Im craving for nutella. Don't ask why.
Kay, toodles!

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Photoshop CS2

2010-03-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

Greetings ! (:

Recently, I downloaded CS2 because I missed it so much. The last time Ive used CS2 was back then in secondary 2 or 3. After rebooting my laptop, for many times, I didn't make a note to myself to download CS2. So after many years, Ive decided to continue CS2 for fun. So just now, I spent my time in bed creating the images below. I kinda like it. Hahaha. So yea, please forgive my editing skills. Haha. Im brushing up on it. =P

Tapi, lawa kan ?!?! HAHAHA. Ok, shhhh.

Craving for chocolates now. Hmm.
*snatches kinder bueno away from sister*
yum yum. bye!

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Town-ie!

2010-03-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

A Day @ Town.

I reached home a few minutes after midnight after a whole day in Cityhall. I went out with boyfriend, Haikal, Anip and Tuak, followed by Fyna and Taufik. We had late lunch, camwhoring sessions, shopping, alot of WALKING around, and bowling! Both my feet hurts and I had difficulty walking that I was limping almost the whole time. Boyfriend pun malas nak jalan slow so I walked alone unless he pulled me with him. Hah. I didn't mind though. The day went smoothly until it reaches the part where I got a little pissed off with the whole "girls" thing. After that, I just didn't bother because they weren't pretty after all. Hah. & I think bby forgets that I was having PMS so, that explains my attitude and the whole extra jealousy part. =P

Alright. So, other photos in my facebook album and my tumblr is going to be where Im going to express my emotions. Woo. Ok, gdnight. (:

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A rather not perfect day.

2010-03-12T17:08:00.002+08:00

Just when I have started to make myself free every Fridays, nothing happens. I'm at home, with an empty stomach, hoping daddy received the text message I've sent him, and bring me home some food to fill my tummy. Boyfriend's out. Some station event thing. I'm hoping he would bring me out tomorrow because I can't stand to sit around at home staring at my laptop screen yet again. =__="

Sister is leaving me for SNO fun camp soon. I hate camps, but I kinda miss having them. I miss packing up for camps, waking up early in the morning for morning exercise, getting all scared and nervous for nightwalks (haha), the sometimes-horrible food they serve us, the neverending shouts and cheers that drives me mad, and of course the fun that we had. And oh, for SNO camps, I miss playing angklung and kulintang and those unneccessary foot drills and those thoughts of hearing instruments playing at night before we go to sleep. Lol. School life was fun. I can't believe I've graduated from Siglap already. Three years, wow.

Okay, rather that Im wasting my time at home and waiting for my dad who may or may NOT bring me food from Mcd, Im going to fry some stuffs.

Love you sweethearts. ♥
Ps. 8 more days to 5th Monthsary. (:

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Changed

2010-03-11T17:10:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyone. (:

As you can see, I've changed my blogskin. As you know, I don't really like to follow the original so I've edited some of the boxes and stuffs. I liked how the way it ends up. I hope this stays. Haha. Aniway, Im bored at home. Boyfriend's working. Nobody texted me about any plans. I'm getting tired of staring at my laptop screen. I'm a little broke. I'm getting tired of pizzas. Like seriously. I want my Mcdonalds. I don't want Pizza Hut anymore! Can't my parents just order Swenson's or something else? Swenson's ade delivery ke? Lol. IDK. Oh well. Or just give me cash and I'll go have a treat somewhere away from pizzas. Do they deliver baked rice? Haha!

Klah, bye lah. Nak icecream uh. Sighs.

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2010-03-11T00:51:00.002+08:00

Because I didn't Want You To Think That It's Always About Me.
I'm Not Selfish.

plus, it doesnt matter if i didn't get my mcd.

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Its raining!

2010-03-10T08:57:00.002+08:00

Last Night was errr ... not happening. Probably because I fell asleep at 11pm. Haha. Yes, that early. Thats also the reason why I woke up at 7am just now. I couldnt get back to sleep so I texted love. Its a good thing that he's awake too. I'm going to go over there in about an hour's time. It's actually pretty cold in here, due to the rain. Like finally it rains in Pasir Ris. I couldn't stand to see all those yellowbrown grasses anymore.

I'm hungry. Hmm.

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